That's a narrow perception you have, just like Nuffens.
If I got banned for spawning and then start to hack at team-mates, cutting them to pieces and spamming the chat with dark red txt or even if I did so to one team-mate in the middle of a round when no enemies were around on purpose and then not apologise after doing it, then I'd accept the ban I was handed and sulk for a bit, but I wouldn't have grounds to make a thread.
Since in my two situations with Nuffen, one when he was as Lilith, firstly he kicked me for arguing with someone who was trolling me by insult, so in that situation one thinks, holy shit so some dude starts verbally shitting all over me and Nuffen does NOTHING, when I respond with counter-troll suddenly I'm kicked. Holy crap.
Second case, I get team-killed on purpose by a team-mate towards the end of a round, Nuffen was playing at this time. I complained in chat that I had been team-killed purposely by the player who's name is "SayAttack", some players suggested I make a poll but as the next round started I didn't want to interrupt game-play with a poll because too many people spam poll as it is.. Anyway my form of payback was to stalk this player and then to attack the enemy horse he whistled for as I started attacking the courser, the team-killer who I'd just been stalking hit me in the face with his sword taking 1/3 of my life off me. Enraged by the fact I was team-killed by this person on purpose the previous round, and then because he had the audacity to attack me again I raged. Spammed hits at his shield but I only wished to hit him back once, not to team-kill him. All the while, Nuffen was apparently watching, and eating popcorn.... When I get a hit back on this player he then attacks me back and continues to do so, to which I then retaliate and it ends up a fight to the death in which if I did not attempt to kill him, he'd kill me, (he feinted well with 1h/shield), and I'm not the best of blockers so attack was the best form of defence, before he or I (as I was almost dead) died, I got banned. BOOM.
Nuffen claims to have warned me 3 times verbally with pink text, but evidently I had not seen the warnings and was pre-occupied with trying to stay alive at the point they were given. If I had received a warning in a form of a kick which in the rules is stated as a severe warning then I would have rejoined the server and ceased the hostilities and played quietly for a night, yet I was not given that chance, and instead given the same punishment as the person who intentionally team-killed me and then team-attacked me the following round.
It's like someone robbing a house of an old couple, one of the robbers shoots the old mans wife, so the old man stabs the robber, only to be given a life sentence.
All i see is "BLOOO BLOOOH DERP DERP HERP DERP BLUUUHUUUHHUHUHUHHHHH
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Some insider info from when i was still admin. I would've considered myself the 2nd most active admin back then, but Nuffen was leading big time, it is almost as if he lived in that (friggin slow, uncomfortable to use) banlist. I think the amount of complains i received about my admining, relative to nuffens complaints, was in the same ratio as my activeness to his activeness.
Admins that don't receive complaints about themselves are... well, they're 90% either inactive, passive or way too soft. If you do moderate and do it actively, you DO make the occasional mistake, it is just human.
Even so, for the sake of the guy's sanity, i'd recommend at the very least taking a break, if not dropping this whole shit altogether.
