Can unironically confirm that cRPG is a better experience than any of these things
Of course it is:
1. irl relationships with people mostly revolve around money and are superficial as fuck, even more than having online pals because those relationships arent financially motivated. In ones lifetime one can have less than five true friends, rest are people attached out of interest and will come and go and leave nothing of value in our lives. cRPG wins.
2. doing work that makes you happy is among the greatest things in life. but career is not about that. career is about climbing the ladder in your profession. sometimes has nothing to do with competence but willingness to bend and suck dicks, take it up the ass. career is one of the nastiest human inventions. crpg clearly wins.
3. parents are nagging but they love you and pay your bills. i mean serious, other than being able to walk nude around the house, living alone have no practical benefits. if you live with a girlfriend, that means living with blood sucking demon that gives you pleasure on the tiniest spoon imaginable while sucking you dry every goddamn second. parents just love you more than your woman. you know, crpg wins again
4. you are not responsible for your birth or anything at all. FUCK JORDAN PETERSON. crpg wins yo
i'm consistently surprised at how little i regret spending thousands of hours on this and other online multiplayer games. i cherish all of the memories that i've made with interesting nice folk from all over creation.
sometimes i am concerned about how little i regret it, but it isn't really eating at me. see you boys in mordhau and then bannerlord!
four years inactive, thought i would feel different when i stop. but tod was right, its the same. zero regret. would probably do it again the same way if i had the chance. the older i get the more i see how life is meaningless and how one should not shorten it by thinking how he should made different choices in live. life is short but ultimately has no meaning so make the most of it while having fun. crpg was not a wrong choice. even that dude who died of cancer did nothing wrong. he could not play crpg and do something else but he would still die of cancer. nothing better would happen in the end because nothing better happens. things happen, we enjoy them or not, crpg is just one of those things. people who talk about right things to do are almost exclusively assholes, never forget about that.
think of life as being one of billion little big headed white blobs that are ejaculated from mans penis. You got the prize and became a human person. Its like winning a lottery, you get to do as your please. And do it ffs. The dude who ejected you from his penis did not choose you in particular, you are not obligated to do as he wants or asks. Its fucking random draw, you won the grand prize, was struck by lightning, cherish it and enjoy while it lasts.
