I was afraid it would read like I was implying something.
I wasn't tho and I apologize for making it sound like I would. I was merely giving my look on 'education'.
I am too way better in verbal exams than written ones. Talking about a subject gives the opportunity to show that you understood it and merely showing that you know how to use some equation.
Nonetheless, imagine a big company hiring and getting 20 CVs a day over the course of 2 weeks. You really expect them to invite everyone to an interview? That is not practical.
Also, stop thinking about sending your CV by post. Go to company, to the front desk, introduce yourself, ask for the possibility to personally give your CV to someone from HR. Lots of companies will appreciate the effort and initiative.
There are many ways to get to places. That's what I ment with 'how to handle situations, yourself and your attitude, people'.
Right now your just blaming others for you not getting better grades and how you will not get your dream job.
The amount of times I blamed myself for what was primarily their fuck ups was incredible, I only realise now that by blaming myself (Even without doing anything wrong, I worked hard and I SHOULD have passed the majority of my exams) I spent probably the last month or two of my secondary school after school for about 2-3 hours more EVERY day and my teacher told me and my parents this "I'm going to do my best to teach him everything but in reality his knowledge gap is too large to fix.) The fact that the school I went to didn't have a teacher for 3 years isn't my fault what so ever, it's the schools fault and the schools fault alone.
I agree that with some of the other exams like History, the teachers were probably off on their predictions, and with Drama there was still a chance for me to get the grade I wanted (I still don't know what actually caused me to fail because I was never told) But with Math I can say without any doubt in my mind that it was my schools fault that I failed. I did everything I could have done to manage and I just couldn't catch up.
And nah, I don't think a company could handle that much work in terms of CV's, I just think that there should be better ways to get into companies than just a CV as the standard form.
(Also, I don't actually have a dream job, IT is too vast for me to have figured out what I want to do in it yet, I like most aspects of IT so I don't really have a dream)