Well, suicide.
That's a thing not to fuck with. Look at all the people around you, look what your impact is on them. Look at yourself, not in a depressed way, but about the things that make you happy, or moments with people that truly changed your way of being.
A friend of mine killed himself. He hung himself in his closet, with doors closed. My best friend got blamed for it, and that affected him. Severely. He was not the cause, it was a few minor and big factors pushing him to the decision.
The blame pushed my best friend into depression, he got some sort of illness that was not physical (MRI scans, blood tests, etc were performed) but mental. He almost never goes to school anymore and started drinking more. I dont know where this is headed but It does not feel good and probably won't be over soon. The only thing I can do is be happy around him, and that affects him a little bit. The only thing that makes his pain go away is weed and alcohol, which has worsened his state (especially the alcohol, he wasnt that bad before)
just dont do it.
