SofaKing,
I read what most of these nerds had to say and I have to be honest - I think leaving cRPG (hopefully, only temporarily for now until you get your life situated) is a good thing. If you have to sell your computer to get your life together, then do it. It's so easy to get caught up in games, movies, TV shows or any other idle activity that can take your mind off problems. And I can't say for the community, but I, myself, realize that cRPG is a great way to procrastinate, neglect and ignore real life people, tasks, decisions and priorities.
Even though you're going through a hard time, stay positive. Remember that this is your life. You have the ability to change your life for the better. No need to cling onto people that don't want you in their lives, that don't fully appreciate you, or don't treat you the way you deserve to be treated. Life is too short, so be the person that you want to be and live the life that you want to live. The present is just a phase and you'll move on from it. Keep working toward being the best SofaKing that you can be! You will find so much more happiness when you're on the journey of creating yourself and your life.
Maybe you'll come back and we can discuss how grateful you are that the accident happened because it was the first event that made your life change for the better.
Until then, I sincerely wish you the best. You will be missed.
<3,
Kolee