just cuz the dude has been getting drunk and high for a couple months after some fucked up shit doesn't mean you gotta lecture him on how drugs are bad, god damn DARE cops up in here
poop my worthless advice is to keep up your audio production and any other creative hobbies you got. great way to stay focus and channel temporary emotions good or bad into lifelong achievements to you know catalogue your experiences and some way to meaningfully record or even make something important or beautiful to others out of whatever you are going through now.
dunno how much you still mess around with audio shit but you seemed good at mixing troll songs and crap. honestly in the near future I might even contact you for some help interviewing you or something like that about internet culture, trolling, etc if you are interested for an article/podcast/something I'm working on.
stay strong bro, at least you are enjoying something like cRPG or these forums, finding enjoyment in anything is a sign you aren't really clinically depressed and are just going through something bad but not permanent. but don't forget about you know therapists and psychiatrists and shit if you are someplace bad and need a boost getting out from a source that isn't just within yourself. getting ADHD meds and seeing a therapist for a couple months then moving to a new city got me in a much better place personally.
