You don't have to pull this through just because you are stubborn. It was in a moment of weakness that you decided to leave, and everyone can sympathize with this. Nobody will think less of you if you just completely quit the contest. We are all human after all and make mistakes. We carry on and try to learn from our mistakes.
On the other hand, this is just a game, and what are looms anyway? You can have fun without them, and if you really want to give them away, why not?