Good decision to not quit yet. I suggest to rather put the items you're not using in the armory and completely drop this contest. I think people would understand as long as you don't back out
after rolling them numbers. If you say you have some problem being too serious or raging at the game, think of looking on yourself from 3rd person, and see how incredibly silly it looks, raging at crpg, strategus or whatever it was. I think that would make you think again if you start boiling inside again because of game-related stuff. Games are for fun, not frustration!