There's no reason to rage towards your post Zaren, because you are right in many ways. It is true that Hosp has suffered at times from my lack of leadership. Especially in recent days. I know that I am not the best commander or tactician, but I always did my best to make the game fun for our guys. Hosp members are here to have a good time and share the enjoyment of a hobby with others. If there was a burning desire to be the best they would have opted for a different leader, or joined another clan.
I am grateful for the friends that I have made in Hosp over the years and appreciate that they have stuck with me through the good and bad. The truth is that we are burnt out, tired of the unfixed bugs, glitches, drama, and grudges. It was always our goal to be a meaningful part of the community and help facilitate the fun by engaging in strat. That desire has diminished a great deal due to the current state of the game, the apathetic attitude of the devs, and a number of other reasons.
For the remainder of this strat at least, we will fight to the bitter end with the members who are still interested in playing. For the future, Hospitaller is looking for another game to enjoy as we know that it's the camaraderie of the clan that matters, not this broken game.
A big thank you to those mercs who have been ceaselessly fighting for us even through the bad battles. You guys are a big help to us and we do appreciate it. Even though it may not seem that way on the occasions that I lose my cool.
