Thanks for taking the time to write an honest essay Ryden, I'm lifting the ban. Hopefully you can enjoy c-RPG while following the rules from here on out! I think you understand but I'll say it anyways; unban essays are usually a "last resort" of sorts when it comes to bans, so any further bans will likely either be long or permanent, and from that point you'd need to start from scratch with a new account if you wanted to continue to play c-RPG.
Welcome back!