AFAIK, you are not perma-banned. In fact, the banlist says you are scheduled to be unbanned today. Just saying.
Also, +1 to okiN, quite true. A lot of the fun characters and roleplay, that can be done now, would've been impossible, if c-rpg hadn't changed since earlier betas, because of broken, overpowered, overgrinded characters stomping everyone else. Sure, it had its moments, but, really...