shit happens
sometimes when shit happens i rage
sometimes when the same people make me rage more often, i have a closer look what happened
sometimes i recognize then that if those people would have taken a bit more care our team may have had a better chance in winning the round
sometimes when people have done a really stupid mistake or acted like a greedy killhungry fucktard without consideration of others
then sometimes i press M
f.e. if i get bumped within the first 60 and loose a noticable amount of my life
f.e. if a thrust or overhead would have done the job but i get sideswing spammed more then once by my own teammate because he is out of control or whatever
f.e. if my chrusthrough teammate cant predict the future of who walks where but he hits into the group mindlessly only to hit soemthing
f.e. if a cav comes fullspeed couchlancing into a group where one or more friends are still in it
f.e. if a cav repeatidly bumps me to the ground while i am in melee(well cant report that always but i take the freedom to produce suitable swearwords)
f.e. my teammate ranged fellow opens my block and causes my utter destruction that way (that causes for some unconscious issues with this class to rise to the surface and makes me mad)
basicly everything which is avoidable and causes death and/or damage on the wrong side combined with my always at hand personal rage issues(dont tell me to go to therapy ... been there didn't work ;) )
but mostly, i just say yeah fuck it ... shit happens
those who get the M-finger from me, it is never something personal against you, but i hope it makes you think about what went wrong and you may learn from it, at least that is the effect the m-finger has on me and i really try to avoid that.