Sorry for writing the following bulky paragraph, but I just want to show my awareness of my problem.
The days after I bought the Construction Site and Construction Material for curiosity, I rushed for a trial of the new items. I joined a siege server and started to experiment with them. I tried to build the big machines myself, but it freaks me out since the period for a round is limited and I had to die in order to refresh my material. Then I managed to build a weapon rack and was going to make a healing tent, when suddenly some curious players came up for a look. It annoyed me that some players enjoyed destroying these wooden devices. I quarrelled with them broadly and they apologised to me. However, after a while, an administrater showed up and deliberately told other players to destroy what i had built. I was angry again and wrangled with the administrator insisting that i did not get in the way of others. I used some irrationally strong words to express my anger and eventually got banned from the game. Later, I concluded at least two faults of mine:
1.I was leeching when I did not participate in the battle since I was doing something useless. On the one hand, I did not contribute to the team I was in. On the other hand, I still got automatically distributed experience and gold. These made it unfair to other players.
2.Evidently I have disturbed the ambiance of that game by using impolite words. Personal emotions should not be poured on others despite how they have treated you. Even if I was right, I should not disturb the smooth progression of the game selfishly.
Now I sincerely apologise for what I have done in game. I have a good understanding of leeching. I know well how to be considerate and how to perceive apparently simple things. These all due to the educative ban of the administrator. Thanks a lot for that.
Sorry to trouble you since I did not remember when and where I was banned. My character is named Wrenche.
