Alv, i wasn't too weak to post your screens on the forum, it's just that i like justice. And frankly, before playing c-rpg, all the servers i played - i was admin, so.. it's like my hobby to punish players like you. It's a reflex i got by a long time. As for, who's being weak,- i'd say - you must be strong not to break the rules.
And as for the essay itself i'll give it negative vote. The essay doesn't say what it should say, sorry. I think, the first thing to do, when you enter any community (in this case c-rpg) is to start thinking about others and obaying the rules made by this community. Everybody has his right to play on the server, it's not yours to make your own rules. Teamkilling, and insulting players on racial basis, in my opinion, should get you perma-banned.
EDIT: you're putting it like it was not intentional. Mate, you hit me several times and i was backpedaling and blocking, there's no possible way you could think i was enemy, especially if it was at SPAWN. And the part about finding and killing me... man, are you serious? Is this some kind of lame joke, or should i take it as a threat? Don't write things like that next time, cos some people will be less understanding, than i am.