Your talking about playcating mods because they have power. The baby is crying, give it a sweet. I do not play this way. I am well above it. People do not automatically have my respect they have to earn it. She has said I rewrote history, that is a lie, everything I said happened as I said and when. She said I bragged, this is also a lie, I merely stated I did it deliberatly for a reason not out of revenge, revenge would have been to wound him, killing him would be unjust. In any real debate, if you lie, you lose all credibility and respect, as a mod I expect honesty. I am sourly disappointed in this mod.
This is a bad attitude to have when playing on
other people's servers. Why do you think you deserve special treatment? The admins have a responsibility to keep the server free of conflict so players who regularly come to enjoy playing may continue to do so. They don't need your permission. This is exactly why I say the job is thankless.
In my opinion, Jekyll, you did wrong. You can apologize and get over it, apply for an unban and eventually move on, or you can continue to stubbornly hold your position and continue to be banned.
I might add that the Admin was absolutely in the right to ban you. Trying to justify
any teamkilling is an immediate red flag to admins. Not to mention that your justification doesn't make any sense. If you shot a burglar in your home in self defence, you might get off with a manslaughter charge and probation if you were sufficiently repentant. But if, in court, you said something like "I'd do it again too if someone else broke in," odds are you are going to jail. Or the nuthouse. I'm sorry man, but it looks like you are in the wrong here.
Go back up, read my earlier post, and please try to play courteously. You don't have to like the admins, but you also must realize that none of them want your opinion on what the rules
should be. They have their rules, and it is up to you to follow them.
