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General Off Topic / Re: I have no friends.
« on: November 10, 2012, 01:11:43 am »I guess I am the opposite, going to work upsets me and I wish I could just sit around all day and play video games, but alas owned by my mortgage. I'm guessing this is a troll thread, but perhaps someone will gain some wisdom from it anyway. Just remember, not everyone is worth being friends with, try to find some cool people and then trick them into being friends with you. Also, suicide is a mortal sin so if you do it you will be stuck in Hell forever.This is not some trolling stuff... I know I shouldn't post here, but I had to tell someone.. No matter if you all laugh at me, I just had to let someone know.. I know it's easy to tell someone to just go get some friends.. But it jsut doesn't work like that.. I have been so long alone, it's hard.. I can't even talk normally with people anymore. When someone tells a joke to me, I don't laugh, not even smile... I don't know why, I wish I could just smile and laugh to all the things that normal my age people do... But I just can't, not anymore... And it's so hard cause I just can't tell anyone face to face about my situation... When I still was at school, and someone asked about my weekend.. I lied to them and told I was drinking, having fun with friends and stuff... In reality I was just sitting at home and hoping for weekend to go past fast. I can't tell the truth to new people I meet. I'm really kinda afraid of social situations, I mean when I go to work I get fine along with everyone as it's just work and I talk about work related stuff.. But if I have to talk about something else, I freak out and just be quiet... Seriously, I don't even have balls to suicide.. If I had I would've done so already.. It's a thing I've been thinking so much, but I just can't do it.. I've even googled for "Ways to suicide", but I just can't find a way that I could do...