Where do you work? I also work in a place where the only people I can talk with are at least 2.5 times my age.
Construction sites mostly, sometimes going for home visits... I'm electrician.
I'm 19 and I've been at bar only once... When I turned 18 I was still living at home so I told my mom I was going to celebrate with my friends... I went alone to bar, drank one beer and spent like 4 hours just wandering around the city so that my mom would think I was having fun with my friends.. When I knew she was sleeping already for sure I sneaked to home... She doesn't even know how big loser I am. She thinks I have friends and I'm doing well and shit.. I have no balls to tell her how it really is.