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Title: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: kasMVC on December 30, 2015, 08:22:35 am
Well it's getting to that point lads it's been a good run.


If this game ends, even though I don't play as much, I'm not sure what I will do with my life. Even the knowledge that such a beautiful, ugly thing has ended will be enough to drive me over the edge.

*feels part warning dont read if normie* crpg was the only place i fit in because im a huge bundle of sticks jew with no real social skills and i like swinging swords and pretending im a brave internet knight and simultaneously having no friends so getting into team speaks and talking to real people helped me from killing myself.

So if you feel the same way about this mod and shitty ass community full of fucks and rabid dogwomen as i do and feel like tapping out sign the list and receive the ultimate perma ban from life!

Peace and love (and also hatred)

Cikel (a nobody who played this game for 3 years straight and has no friends in real life but is waiting to kill himself until the mod dies)
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Panos_ on December 30, 2015, 08:29:54 am
give looms please.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Osakasa on December 30, 2015, 08:36:35 am
Dude, go to a gym, eat vegetables and the most important part: take a shower. I'm sure you will find someone irl who at least tolerates you.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Yuang on December 30, 2015, 09:03:42 am
Dude, go to the outdoor walk. There are more beautiful things in life waiting for you to do. Game fun, but you do not indulge. We CRPGER, actually have a dream, is to be a knight, a brave man. So why not in reality to achieve it? If so, you will have a lot of friends.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Panos_ on December 30, 2015, 09:11:24 am
Dude, go to a gym, eat vegetables proteins and high glycemic carbs and the most important part: take a shower. I'm sure you will find someone irl who at least tolerates you.

ftfy.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Osakasa on December 30, 2015, 09:16:59 am
ftfy.

Fucking barbaric, I'm sure you eat the wheelchair part too.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Schoi on December 30, 2015, 09:22:38 am
fuc is this fgt shit?
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Yuang on December 30, 2015, 09:32:19 am
Why are there so many omitted words in this post? Please do not......
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Panos_ on December 30, 2015, 09:58:09 am
In all seriousness though, if you think of killing yourself, do not do it bro.

People that commit suicide are the most selfish cunts, if you kill yourself, what will happen to your mother and father? Have you ever given though of that, or are you too busy crying because you werent born an alpha male with looks and riches?

Sorry bro, I dont know if  anyone ever told you this, but life aint fair. Deal with it, man the fuck up and get your shit together.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: DingDongBong on December 30, 2015, 10:07:04 am
Dude don't do it just think of what a mod like this will be like on bannerlord
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: the real god emperor on December 30, 2015, 10:57:44 am
If you really wanted it, you'd have done it before because mod died a few years ago
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: F i n on December 30, 2015, 11:44:24 am
U having a good time playing the game doesnt mean its the game alone that makes u feel better. Its you feeling integrated and useful. A joy, coming from your very own.

And I am sure, there are more things in life, that will give you that feeling, if only u would start looking for them instead of creating sad and useless topics in a forum thats full of arrogant and ignorant cunts. :D

The fact that talking to rl ppl on ts made u feel better is a good sign for there's hope buddy.

Check out the ppl around you, talk to them. If u like swinging swords, find a hema school. If u like feeling like a knight or hero, help a granny cross the street or do some social work. And in the worst case, if all that wont give u the statisfaction u seek, find another game.

But most importantly: its not all about being the best. Be as good as u can, and if u fail, be proud for trying rather than disappointed.

Killing yourself does not solve problems but creates more for everyone around you. Also it's the easy way out. Something i'm sure your alter ego internet hero would not agree with... And since hes the one u wanna be. ;)

Keep ya head up. Or youll only see feet till the end of your days.


Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Ikarus on December 30, 2015, 12:02:38 pm
In all seriousness though, if you think of killing yourself, do not do it bro.

People that commit suicide are the most selfish cunts, if you kill yourself, what will happen to your mother and father? Have you ever given though of that, or are you too busy crying because you werent born an alpha male with looks and riches?

Sorry bro, I dont know if  anyone ever told you this, but life aint fair. Deal with it, man the fuck up and get your shit together.
pretty much this. Suicide´s always a shitty (and reaaally selfish) idea; just think about how much you would fuck up everybody elses lifes with that; start with random people like the guy who will have to clean up that mess and go on with that until you reach people who are/used to be very close to you.

Also, you´re going to miss out on so. many. awesome. things. And I don´t only mean videahgames by that. There´s always shit happening you could never imagine that it would happen. There´s nothing you can do about that. BUT: there´s always also going to be happening extremely awesome stuff you could never imagine that it would happen. And there´s also nothing you can do about that (which is pretty awesome if you think about it: unstoppable awesome stuff that will happen sooner or later).

If you think that everything is turning to shit, make heavy changes in your life. Going to a gym or starting with jogging is actually one of the best things to do (not shitting you, that shit helps a LOT). If you think that you may have a teenie-tiny bit of creativity in yourself, try to express it. Write stories/poems, draw stuff you like/want to exist, grab an instrument and make music (or get a program and do it there). Publish it somewhere and learn from the people giving you hints in how to get better in it.

And even if you don´t/can´t do anything above: since you sorta like the medieval era, why not try out archery? Or visit a medieval festival (I´ve been to one last year and that shit was amazing). Got myself a sword this year and felt so boss with it  8-)

You´re not alone, bud
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Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Grumbs on December 30, 2015, 12:08:45 pm
Dude, go to the outdoor walk. There are more beautiful things in life waiting for you to do. Game fun, but you do not indulge. We CRPGER, actually have a dream, is to be a knight, a brave man. So why not in reality to achieve it? If so, you will have a lot of friends.

Your english is getting a lot better, Dude. Outdoor walk is good advice. Becoming a real life knight is even better, just stick to practice swords and you should be OK

BTW OP don't joke about suicide, especially don't make threads to encourage others to do it. If serious, there are loads of other games out there that can give you something similar to what you get in cRPG, and eventually maybe you can build up to joining some club IRL. Go learn archery, do martial arts, learn guitar, go for outdoor walk, watch The Wire etc. Um..people are born young and relatively stupid. Everything else comes with time & experience. You don't know enough about the world to call it a day so young.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: BlueKnight on December 30, 2015, 12:10:58 pm
Getting up early and going to bed early helped me feel better. I had more energy and time and just felt better. If you end up going to bed late, I strongly suggest changing this bad habit. If you have problems getting up early, give yourself a goal that can only be achieved in the morning (seeing sunrise, attending morning mass, watching a TV cooking show, etc.). Other than that, daily walk or excercising (as suggested above) help as well. Late merry Christmas and a happy new year bro. Stay strong.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: BlackxBird on December 30, 2015, 12:50:01 pm
I'm actually just waiting for the first asshole to say: do it :o Pretty intense that this post went a way I would have never imagined! You guys are awesome

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Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Laufknoten on December 30, 2015, 12:59:07 pm
For the small chance that this is not a troll post and you're serious about it:

Committing suicide is the most stupid thing you could ever do. Even if your life is shit, you're a young guy and you have all the time to change it. If everyone you know just thinks of you as the anti social loser maybe it's because you act like one. Just change that and people will react differently to you. And if that doesn't help you can always move to another city where no one knows you and you can have a fresh start over.
Making friends really isn't that difficult, just go to places where you can't avoid contact to other people, like sport clubs, and don't be a total douche. There will be at least one person who's interested in getting to know more about you. It's really not that hard... 
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Akronus97 on December 30, 2015, 01:15:39 pm
It's just important that you do the first step. This first step is the most difficult one, but after that you can go way further more easily.
If u don't manage that talk to your family and maybe even get professional help, it's not a shame to admit weaknesses, but please just don't kill yourself. Otherwise you'll never be able to see what you could do with your life!
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: mcdeath on December 30, 2015, 01:59:22 pm
Too many normies in this thread
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Molly on December 30, 2015, 02:10:12 pm
booooring!
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: //saxon on December 30, 2015, 02:10:31 pm
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Just remember, all men die but not all men truly live. Surround yourself with people
that love you, care for you, never put anyone down and just know that the
time and tide wait for no man and that you have to follow your dreams.
The difference between the impossible and the possible is between your determination.
This is the purpose of life.
To struggle and emerge.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Yuang on December 30, 2015, 04:03:34 pm
Life is a mirror, if you want to see a smile, please try to smile. The misery of living better than comfortable death.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Asheram on December 30, 2015, 04:28:39 pm
Just play native.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Gandalf77 on December 30, 2015, 05:00:43 pm
Just play native.
native suck
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Peasant_Woman on December 30, 2015, 05:16:19 pm
Dude, go to the outdoor walk. There are more beautiful things in life waiting for you to do. Game fun, but you do not indulge. We CRPGER, actually have a dream, is to be a knight, a brave man. So why not in reality to achieve it? If so, you will have a lot of friends.

5 star post.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Algarn on December 30, 2015, 05:18:22 pm
Dude, go to the outdoor walk. There are more beautiful things in life waiting for you to do. Game fun, but you do not indulge. We CRPGER, actually have a dream, is to be a knight, a brave man. So why not in reality to achieve it? If so, you will have a lot of friends.

Give this man a medal. Seriously.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: _Tamra_ on December 30, 2015, 05:26:04 pm
Probably some reincarnation of an epic legendary chinese philosopher.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: chadz on December 30, 2015, 05:31:39 pm
If you're (even just partially) serious, and you want a chat, send me your skype name and we can talk, if you want.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: WITCHCRAFT on December 30, 2015, 06:08:13 pm
You can't seem to decide if you like or hate me cikel, but I think you're a cool guy. I remember forever ago being in the same clan/TS and just chilling and having a good time. You aren't as much of a weirdo as you think you are. Stay safe and walk in the woods. You don't need RL normie friends to do that.   :)
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: mcdeath on December 30, 2015, 06:53:31 pm
If you're (even just partially) serious, and you want a chat, send me your skype name and we can talk, if you want.
PussySlayer69
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: StonedSteel on December 30, 2015, 06:57:12 pm
there are 3 things to learn from this thread.

1. Yuang is thee greatest poster of our time, and every one of his golden posts touches my heart with warmth and light, he inspires me to write deep and thought provoking things. everyone should +1 his posts, as i think it will inspire him to post more, which will, in turn, inspire the rest of us...to post BETTER. ty Yuang.

2. Strat saves lives! joking or not, idc wtf you guys think or got from cikels post, it hit hard, and touched me ( down there ) and dont fucking lie lads, it did the same to you to, virtual or not, this is our life, our identity, and its slowly ending...and we are ALL OF US, slowly dying on the inside because of it. idk cikel well enough to know if he's serious, or just really really misses strat. i wont kill myself if it never comes back...but i will hire ex ira to firebomb donkey crew studio. do yourself a favor chadz, reset strat! save cikel and your studio!
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3. i am not the only one who feels like a part of my life is dying, ending. i log on and feel lost, you lads know by now, I HATE this mod more than anyone else ever fucking has...im also really starting to think I LOVE this place maybe more than anyone else ( more than any one should ), i hate how this place has changed...but this place, is MY place, i know that now, i spent years defending native, and always will...but ive left native...i honestly dont know if \ when ill EVER leave crpg, perhaps when the servers finally shut off...till then, this is me, this is my life, this is what i love, this is what i have a passion for this is what i think about when im at work. when im around my girls friends i cant stand listening to their stupid conversations about fucking nothing, i turn my ears off, and drift back into caladria.

ive turned away friends to play this, party's to play this, ive skipped work and lied to my boss to play this.

ive put off real life...for this life, so when cikel says he'll die, idk if hes serious, id like to think its a metaphor.

when crpg ends i wont have to kill myself...ill already be dead.



you understand now what lack of strat does to people chadz?
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: CrazyCracka420 on December 30, 2015, 06:58:10 pm
Cikel we can be IRL friends.  I RP a hero Viking, and my son is my kitty side kick (sometimes he wargs into a frog or a bunny and hops around too).  We could use a knight on our journeys.

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Also, pro tip.  Don't kill yourself without doing something meaningful first.  If you have a death wish, at least take out some terrible people in the world as you go out in a blaze of glory.  Make the world a better place with your death.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Leshma on December 30, 2015, 08:04:23 pm
Don't know this guy but I'm fairly sure he won't kill himself. Suicide can be painful. cRPG addicts are cowards. Killing yourself without feeling any pain requires little bit of education. Something cRPG addicts don't have. They can try to educate themselves on the Internet, but then they'll found out there are much better ways to spend your free time and that will fix everything. Last but not the least, suicide requires some effort. If I person wanted to put effort into things, he wouldn't be playing cRPG whole goddamn day.

Original poster dude, have you heard of that Russian guy who is going to sue Bethesda over Fallout 4 ruining his life? If you have parents and they have money and are willing to help you, tell them to sue company who created cRPG. It is about time gamers wake up and start seeing things for what they are. Game developers are abusing our weaknesses, purposely developing game mechanics using psychology to create traps for mentally unstable people, to lock them down into their game worlds, sucking money and life out of them.

#WakeUpGamers2016
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: chesterotab on December 30, 2015, 08:11:49 pm
all these euros just can't understand the pact. Us true NA players are all in with you.

Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Leshma on December 30, 2015, 08:18:53 pm
Will just say one more thing, something that life thought me very well. If something is effortless but brings you great pleasure, it is probably bad for you and you shouldn't indulge in it too often. Truly great things in life require you to put some serious effort into them and rewards will last much, much longer.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Taser on December 30, 2015, 08:23:17 pm
RIP in peace. Tis better to have played crpg and watch it die than to never have played it at all.

Kill sperglords and tryhards in the afterlife cikel.

Godspeed my good mang.

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Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Tomas_Miles_again on December 30, 2015, 08:25:55 pm
all these euros just can't understand the pact. Us true NA players are all in with you.


Best thing to come out of Birmingham (after UB40 and Musical Youth)!!!! Checking this guy out, he does some sick covers too
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Porthos on December 30, 2015, 09:08:35 pm
To be honest, I think that if you managed to didn't kill yourself while struggling through the horrific lags infected the crpg servers lately, you are the fucking beast already and your future is terrific. Stay strong. Nothing can ever bring you down.
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Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Tristan_of_Erzoth on December 30, 2015, 09:11:03 pm
Truly what we need is for all of cRPG to get together, dress up as knights and go to Syria and fight ISIS with swords. Do a few interviews complaining about lag and agi my old friends and ranged before we all die obviously.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Dupre on December 30, 2015, 09:11:28 pm
To be honest, I think that if you managed to didn't kill yourself while struggling through the horrific lags infected the crpg servers lately, you are the fucking beast already and your future is terrific. Stay strong. Nothing can ever bring you down.
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Weekly server resets are in place. Long live lag free c-rpg!
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Ikarus on December 30, 2015, 09:30:01 pm
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this is our life, our identity, and its slowly ending...and we are ALL OF US, slowly dying on the inside because of it.
Naaaah. I rather see it as the end of a great era instead of a complete end (like for me, the end of beloved Shogunate Clan or Byzantium Clan). It is just a hiatus because we´ll be switching to two games (MaB2 and M:BG) then. I imagine our ingame characters, moving to foreign lands far away to conquer, forming new allies or just wreaking havoc doing their thing.
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 And I don´t know about you guys, but I am already patiently sharpening my ingame sword, because there will be so much fresh meat around in those far lands (aka new games). And when this community will step in...

dear god, we will stomp them so hard, I just can´t wait. We´ll roll over them like a damn hurricane  :twisted:
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Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Asheram on December 30, 2015, 09:39:22 pm
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Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Leshma on December 30, 2015, 11:34:20 pm
Naaaah. I rather see it as the end of a great era instead of a complete end (like for me, the end of beloved Shogunate Clan or Byzantium Clan). It is just a hiatus because we´ll be switching to two games (MaB2 and M:BG) then. I imagine our ingame characters, moving to foreign lands far away to conquer, forming new allies or just wreaking havoc doing their thing.

Completely missed that part of his post. He's probably trolling, but have to mention something that happened to me few days ago. Before wasting my time on cRPG, I've been doing the same in online mecha game called Exteel. That was eight years ago. Recently, I've stumbled upon Exteel subreddit, started by folks who played the game back in the days. Recognized all of them, felt really nostalgic to see those people are still alive and kicking. It was a good feeling.

Nearly 30 years old and rapidly losing interest in online gaming. Some of those things I've said about games are true (not the part where chadz deliberately wants us to suffer lel). Game industry is growing rapidly, driven by pure capitalism games are evolving into something that doesn't feel right to me. Amount of microtransactions in video games  combined with mechanisms that force regular Joe to spend inordinate amounts of money disgust me. Freemium model that evolved from MMORPGs is by far the worst thing that could happen to video games. But it won't stop there. Desktop and big console games will incorporate different financing models into their games, combining fremium features with B2P model and maybe even inventing new ways how to attract whales to spend thousands of dollars on video games. You think people will react negatively to this and it will be put under the rug after public protests? Don't think so. Paid mods are next in the line for PC gamers and after that paid multiplayer service is coming. Star Citizen has by far the most disgusting financing model for a big game, but it is nothing compared to mobile and browser games. When developers have a taste of "dirty" money not even indies will steer away from these practices. Future of online gaming and gaming in general is not what we wish it to be.

To think that I've started gaming on systems that used cartridges (ROM), type of data storage that couldn't be altered after you buy it. Which ensured that games recorded were finished version (v1.0) and work flawlessly. Fast forward 20+ years and we're buying pre-alpha software, being pulled into schemes that makes us believe we're part of development process and paying crazy amounts of money for that experience. What happened to just playing video games?
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Xant on December 30, 2015, 11:35:06 pm
When I am gone, I do not want men to say Look at his piles of wealth, his cities, his palaces and fine clothes. Instead I want them to say Make sure he is truly dead. He is a vicious old man and he conquered half the world.

What is the purpose of life if not to conquer? To steal women and land? I would rather be here and see this than live out my life in peace. The suffering of my enemies will be a feast to the spirits. When I am old, I will remember the tears they have shed and it will ease my bones. It's all you can say, when the end comes: 'I did not waste my time.' I think that matters. I think it may be all that matters. Your life is just a bird’s flight through a lit room. You pass from infinite darkness into endless night, with only a short time in between.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Tiger on December 30, 2015, 11:39:22 pm
Why think of death when you are unhappy?
Why think of death when so much is left undone?
Death will make everyone else around you unhappy.
Say no to death.
If you want to meet death, then meet him when you are very old, and able to smile and laugh at his face.  :lol:


Suggestions for a to do list...
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Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: njames89 on December 30, 2015, 11:39:45 pm
This is all a ploy to get Sandersson and Daruvian to become CRPG anal amigos once more. You know like butt buddies, Colonal Comrades, Need I say more?

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Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: BlackxBird on December 30, 2015, 11:42:01 pm
This post should be closed now. It can't get any better now. And pin it to a board on the forum, this shall be never forgotten
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Kadeth on December 30, 2015, 11:42:37 pm
HAhaHAHahhaha

all these serious responses

well played, cikel
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: F i n on December 31, 2015, 01:35:01 am
HAhaHAHahhaha

all these serious responses

well played, cikel

Even if trolling.

There are many lost souls out there, if they admit it or not. And id rather give 1000 trolls a good laugh about trying to help someone whos faking than driving a vulnerable person into suicide.

Its just nothing u should fuck with.

Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Asheram on December 31, 2015, 02:02:13 am
*feels part warning dont read if normie*
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Kadeth on December 31, 2015, 02:27:29 am
There are many lost souls out there

no one on these forums has a soul

no one
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Gravoth_iii on December 31, 2015, 03:04:33 am
rolling for an hero on cam
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: WITCHCRAFT on December 31, 2015, 04:12:41 am
Your life is just a bird’s flight through a lit room. You pass from infinite darkness into endless night, with only a short time in between.

    Ships that pass in the night, and speak each other in passing,
    Only a signal shown and a distant voice in the darkness;
    So on the ocean of life we pass and speak one another,
    Only a look and a voice, then darkness again and a silence.
-Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Online gaming in a nutshell. However long you spend with internet friends, they are but fleeting memories. Wisps lost in the dance of recall and reminiscence. No one in real life will ever know how much you care for them, and they care for you.

If you leave this place, your memory will remain. Splintered and meaningless among those who still remember. And yet, your memory will still remain.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Yuang on December 31, 2015, 06:52:55 am
Hello OP, you do not answer a word, it makes me very worried. You played CRPG for three years, but I've been playing for five years. This game has given me a lot of happiness and satisfaction. Even though it has gone, it is destined to live forever in my life. I played a lot of games, but since the CRPG, it has become my only. I like the middle ages, like the knight spirit, especially I love the Knights Hospitaller. I am such a man.
A game is like a person, birth, growth, aging, also inevitable death. But not the same as people, death is not really dead, it may be a new face of rebirth. So we don't have to be sad, just wait.
In fact, compared to me, you are so lucky, because you have a grand strategy, we have only the battlefield. Now I don't even have a battlefield. Without strat, you're going to commit suicide, think of me. Now can do, only to miss. Here are some of my pictures, and share with you all.

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Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: ArysOakheart on December 31, 2015, 07:09:35 am
All of you can blow it out your ass.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Rico on December 31, 2015, 07:25:48 am
Will just say one more thing, something that life thought me very well. If something is effortless but brings you great pleasure, it is probably bad for you and you shouldn't indulge in it too often. Truly great things in life require you to put some serious effort into them and rewards will last much, much longer.
That's deep, Leshma

Part of me agrees that it is true
Part of me doesn't want to accept it, because that's what makes life so fucking difficult
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Vovka on December 31, 2015, 12:52:50 pm
stupid to commit suicide when you still have two kidneys
sell 1 and buy bitches
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: AwesomeHail on December 31, 2015, 02:38:01 pm
Well, suicide.

That's a thing not to fuck with. Look at all the people around you, look what your impact is on them. Look at yourself, not in a depressed way, but about the things that make you happy, or moments with people that truly changed your way of being.

A friend of mine killed himself. He hung himself in his closet, with doors closed. My best friend got blamed for it, and that affected him. Severely. He was not the cause, it was a few minor and big factors pushing him to the decision.

The blame pushed my best friend into depression, he got some sort of illness that was not physical (MRI scans, blood tests, etc were performed) but mental. He almost never goes to school anymore and started drinking more. I dont know where this is headed but It does not feel good and probably won't be over soon. The only thing I can do is be happy around him, and that affects him a little bit. The only thing that makes his pain go away is weed and alcohol, which has worsened his state (especially the alcohol, he wasnt that bad before)


just dont do it.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: LEKIS on December 31, 2015, 04:26:40 pm
Well, suicide.

That's a thing not to fuck with. Look at all the people around you, look what your impact is on them. Look at yourself, not in a depressed way, but about the things that make you happy, or moments with people that truly changed your way of being.

A friend of mine killed himself. He hung himself in his closet, with doors closed. My best friend got blamed for it, and that affected him. Severely. He was not the cause, it was a few minor and big factors pushing him to the decision.

The blame pushed my best friend into depression, he got some sort of illness that was not physical (MRI scans, blood tests, etc were performed) but mental. He almost never goes to school anymore and started drinking more. I dont know where this is headed but It does not feel good and probably won't be over soon. The only thing I can do is be happy around him, and that affects him a little bit. The only thing that makes his pain go away is weed and alcohol, which has worsened his state (especially the alcohol, he wasnt that bad before)


just dont do it.


Did you get his looms?
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Barabe_Crab on December 31, 2015, 04:28:17 pm

Did you get his looms?

Can we split Lekis?
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: MURDERTRON on December 31, 2015, 05:29:05 pm
I hope you drown in a puddle of your own tears.
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: Lord_Carlos on December 31, 2015, 05:42:32 pm
Sucide??? Never!!! I want the Legend level :D :D :D :D
Title: Re: CRPG suicide pact
Post by: BlackxBird on December 31, 2015, 05:58:20 pm
as I said, now this post turns to bs