Look, I know I did wrong. I like to fuck around and break the rules.
I've been a long time trouble maker and an exceptionally toxic player, although I'm getting older and and have been making an honest effort to be kinder and not actively trying to ruin other people's play time since I came back to the mod. I'm definitely not proud of a lot of my behavior in the past. Or even throwing slurs around, something that I maintain was solely done to fuck with members of the administration I view as uptight or believing themselves to be deserving of respect because of their position but actively treat others with disrespect.
I don't believe though that I have been a plague on the mod, or that my presence has been entirely negative. I've been an active player for years, I try to help out new players, I coordinated and led large, successful strat factions(you will never know how much autistic investment is involved in this, nerdherding, building armies, managing fiefs, etc etc)
When I talked to Horns(if you're reading this hi), he told me that I could be unbanned if I told him how I was evading bans. I told him how, but I didn't really understand how it worked or what allowed me to do that. Or he didn't believe me, I don't know. Anyway, after I told him he banned my IP from the forums, muted me on discord, and did not answer my friend request on steam. I haven't tried to contact him on this forum account(which was made years ago before I knew you had to create an account through cRPG to access certain forum privileges) because I assume that he does not wish to speak to me.
After all this, I decided to impersonate Sparvico. Which was nothing personal, I assumed that it would be seen through immediately and it'd stir up a little shit for mine and my friends' amusement, I mean whatever, I'm permabanned anyway and have no line of communication with the devs. I consider Sparvico a homie of mine, we spoke often back in the day, we played strat together, I wouldn't do anything to directly fuck with the guy.
Anyway, with my record I don't really think I deserve to or will be unbanned, but what's the hurt in trying one last time?
