If there is a little chance of you to read this i want so say few words.
Hey man, you must be down and depressed about everything that happened with your OKAM game but it is ok. Shit happens, you made a mistake because you never had experience with EA and stuff... This doesn't need to be the end. Look at it as a trial and error system of learning.
You made crpg, you assembled past crew of devs, persuaded strangers on internet to give you cash for a kick starter and made a new game. You made it this far, it is pretty awesome. You have a potential to be a successful in life.
I don't blame you for anything i am glad that i tried to help you to fulfill your dream of making a game with mine small investment. Fuck it, you deserved it. I spent so much of mine time on this mod and it was fun as hell. You deserved some cash for all this effort, for servers and stuff. You may loosed one battle, but don't loose the second one. OKAM is gone, but CRPG is still here, your community is still here! We are waiting for you to return! It must be painful to get back here, to maybe think that you failed the others but i am sure they don't take it for harm.
Be like fuckin Silvester Stalone in a movie Rocky. They beat him, knock him, but he still gets up and fights. Abandoning everything and and being knocked down is a pussy move. Don't be looser, get up and fight. Revive the dead (crpg), ask for a funds if you need for servers and stuff, and get it straight. It would be a real shame that all that effort you made on this mod go to nothing.
You made everything from scratch, try it again. If it fails, try it again, and again until you win. You have knowledge and experience, only things that you need now is persistence and being a stubborn to succeed.
Come to your community, we need you, and we love you.
Best regards, Mlekce.