Let's see...
- my tummy hurt very bad when I was like 4 years old. Ate roasted pig for first time methinks
- one winter my close cousin was toying with gasoline and matches, end result was me running around and screaming because my jacket caught fire. Thank god for my older brother having composure to catch me and drop me in the snow...
- my grandpa dies but my parents won't tell me, figured it out myself
- while drawing Leonardo (my favorite TMNT) my mom barged in my room and told me to come with her because war has started in our town and we were among last families to evacuate
- being in shelter at nearby town, with 1000s of desperate people, babies crying and bombs falling
- sleeping as a kid in unfinished house without roof
- crying myself silly first day in school
- shitting my pants in first grade, then running home
- while visiting friends relatives in countryside, we got dirty and his mother had to clean me up...
- picking a fight with bigger kid who was alpha, getting slapped but ultimately doing nothing, half wussy move
- beating up one of my friends in school for taunting me, unintentionally hitting another friend who tried to get us apart
- figuring out that world is cruel while watching poor man at no man's land while waiting for permission to enter territory where my relatives live
- playing football outside while NATO bombers were scouting the area above us
- being in atomic shelter with few hundred people
- watching our window shatter after nearby military base hidden in a hill was hit by a bomb
- hearing my brother was in car accident with his friend
- my sister got hit by car
- drowning in a lake at sunset, giving up, then in last moment being pulled up by my friends and fighting on my own to reach shore, spitting water for few minutes feeling beaten
- my best friend's cousin dies in her sleep at home after her brother found her waking up, cause unknown
- my mom's mom dies of diabetes
- my dad's mom dies of cancer
- my father gets diabetes
- my not so close friend dies in diabetic coma at home
- my mom has severe case of arrhythmia, pre cardiac arrest, spends night at intensive care
- my best friend's mother dies of cancer
- experiencing sleep paralysis during three months, true nightmares
- my father has elevated cancer markers, hides it from us for few weeks
- having my first panic attack after two months of being ill, severe constipation, vomiting, fever, inability to digest food and abnormal heart rate, spending few days at doctors office
my brother has surgery
That's it, so far.