this is literally my only ragret
i geuss im also drunk enough to talk too, but In high school when i first started playing i would get home from school and play crpg from 2:20 to around 10-11 at night every single day. I probably should have hung out with the girls that wanted to hang out with me instead of playing this game. At the very least I made friends with some people ill never meet. I never regretted not doing anything and barely passing highschool and now working for 9$ an hour off books doing house rehab work with no career and no gf. this is the only thing in my life that i have "worked" for and I have even worked for the only people I can really talk to through this game. The late nights hanging out in raven or mb teamspeak. brb need more alcohol to continue. I loved fighting for a space in a strat battle where i would go 10-50 if i was lucky, with hospitaller or whoever signing me up. I have spent over 3000 hours in this game. i am only gen 22 total which is barely anything. this game is dead and I have yet to find a game to replace it. Where I can be one of 200 or 100 people, but since i shit talk people know me. Im sorry if I hurt any of you i just like to talk to people, although i do really mean a lot of what I say cuz im trying to be a good person for my country. (no usa h8 pls) I m not really drunk enough for this shit but ive already typed this and cup clan never deletes anything.
12:35 AM - Cup: tfw you will never play in crpg golden age again
12:35 AM - Cup: where you are just one amongst many
12:36 AM - Cup: but you all know each other
12:36 AM - Cup: not just by name and personality\
12:37 AM - Cup: but by their very armor they wear
