so I got my 10 competitive wins finally, I got calibrated as a gold nooba 2.
im so shit at this game that I thought I'll be silver or something, cant aim for shit so i got a bit surprised
Won't lie, it's a fairly low rank, but less low than before (rank update & stuff), this means you're slightly under the average. I'm far from a cs god, but all you have to do to compensate for your shit aim, is to have better tactics/map knowledge than your opponents. Just try to fire 5 rounds and control the recoil to begin with. If you've a terrible recoil control, take the M4A1, but do NOT try to supress your ennemies. Stay away from deagles and guns that are bolt action (AWP/SSG), you won't have a good time otherwise.
Also, I recommend that you watch some of his videos , particularly MM academy and quick tips series.
https://www.youtube.com/user/TheWarOwl