Please don't move this! It's definitely game related!
Listening to: Tool
Mood: I dunno
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So, like, I started up cRPG again after awhile because, I dunno, I guess maybe it has a special place in my heart or something like that. I'm just gonna write down what I think about every time I play and it's gonna be wacky and way random sometimes maybe but I can't help who I am
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loginSo I guess what just really gets me is that I can't just get everything to work the way I want. I just think that, like, I'm a goddess, right? I have a tight butt, nice eyes, everything should just fall into stride! I can't help it if I'm not like, the best at everything, like, seriously, just get off my back about it, right? I'm not even trying to be like, what I'm not, I'm just trying to be what I am. I can't help who I am any more than you can help me. Wow, feels good to get that off my chest.
Also, this water tastes awful.
I just get depressed sometimes about it, like maybe I'm just wasting all my social energy on stuff, instead of getting out there and being like 'hey!' and doing all these things. If I were charismatic and sexy, I'd be drowning in pussy, but I'm not, so whatever. I don't even like this anymore, but I guess I'll do it. I'm not even asking for much, just a little bit of fun: it's just so boooring sometimes.
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loginI think I should just start a journal, and put all the things I should say or want to do to express myself in it. Maybe that will help me just be more confident and feel better about myself, because sometimes, I dunno, I just really don't. Also, this water is disgusting: it's been seven years since it's tasted like dog hair, why the hell does it taste like that now?
Anyway, I'm just so over the whole thing. It's boring, it's cool, I don't care. Like I said, I'm a goddess, things should just work out for me
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