"Why do i leech 24/7 and how i will stop doing it"
First of all, I would like to tell that c-rpg is a wonderful mod which is the most exciting and passionate mod of the Warband. And I would like to thank to those who created this and I wish best luck to developers with melee battlegrounds.I am writing this essay because I was reported to admins for leeching and I got banned for this a couple of days ago on Eu7. Since that time I have been thinking about how leeching (being afk) is a bad habit and how much it harms my teammates and their fun.Because while they were putting a lot of effort I was leaving them alone.I know I haven't made a good impression on the community so far but that is not because I am a bad person; It's more like that It's because I'm not very experienced with this online gaming stuff. I wish I had consulted to my clanmates about this before. Now for I am banned, I dissapointed my clanmates too and I apologise from them as well. I know I made mistakes that I shouldn't have.For that I apologise from all whom I annoyed and I want everybody know that I am aware of my wrongful deeds.
As all around the world, this mod has its rules too. I harmed myself and my teammates by being afk and breaking these rules. Now I really understood this fact after I got banned for good. Therefore, I am not mad at admins, nor do i blame them as rules are essential as they are in real life and admins are meant to make sure that players behave well. Now I want to explain that why I leech. As I mentioned before, I am a dentist and most of the time I play the game when I am at work.This game takes most of my work pressure away.Unfortunately, sometimes I have patients and I have to get away from computer. But I know that it should not be an excuse. Because I know that I should either switch to spectators (not in dtv) or leave the server. But I didn't do these and I chose the easy way which is why I got banned. Truth be told, I got what I deserved.
The reason I want to be unbanned is that I love this mod very much. I made many friends in this mod. Moreover it has given me to play with them; it has given me to oppurtunities to make teamwork and I enjoy strategus a lot. Also I have a chance to meet foreign people from all around the world and communicate with them on teamspeak and I realized that we have so much in common.I have a job that keeps me very busy and this game is the very best way to get away from it. I have been playing this game for a year and I got to admit that I'm a little addicted to it.I can't think of a work day without of it because it would be so boring. What I am trying to say is this mod means a lot to me and I promise that I will not do any mistake so that I will not lose this. Being forgiving is a decent thing. C-rpg community and administration department, I promise you that If I get unbanned I will never do anything against the rules.I am sorry that only after getting banned I realized my mistakes, it's a shame that it took me so long but I can make things right. So, I humbly will your forgiveness.
