Prps. You know it's all about crew.
Ye i know that's why im not in Deserters
First of all thank you all for the suggenstions and trying to help.
Let me adress a few of the suggestions.
1: it's summer go out have fun. I play cRPG mostly in the evening ( somtimes morning but that's just horrid ) it's my evening activity, I am outside most of the the day and when i come home I like to log on for a few hrs. I did take some time off, I was away for a week, went to Paris and what made me sad and actually why i made this topic is the fact i really was looking forward to loging on sunday after a week and it was utter crap, hated it.
2: change build, equipement etc. I have a vanilla soon to be 21/21 2her build ( using MW Katana, MW Nodachi ) love my build, my weapons, been doing the Asian theme for a while and no im not bored of it nor do i want to change it, never been happier with the setup tbh. I did over 30 gens retiring and tried all the builds and classes possible ( except mounted ranged, made stf, not my cup of tea ) so im pretty much settled on what i want and like. If you can think of a build and class i can try again that u find super fun sure i'll give it a go. paste it here
3: Leave cRPG: Did that too, RQ 2 times, heaven't played for around six moths from may/june to november/december last year. Still came back so that is not going to work in the long run.
Oh and i never really watch the scoreboard and I don't strive to top the scoreboard for some time now, I do like to win and get the multi though, that is what drives me not the points or K/D