I'm not sure I follow your logic. Someone was banned for TKing, which is against the rules. Instead of asking why he was banned for so long (he is a repeat offender), you decided to TK someone and see if you received the same punishment?
Then you posted here and let everyone know that your TK was fully intentional and premeditated. Why?
Do you need help, tim the enchanter? We can talk you through this. It's going to be okay. Everything will be okay. Just breathe. Slowly. There we go.