Given the low variety of gamemodes we have to play I'd say it's actually somewhat miraculous that so many people play/ed this mod for so long. It's really a testament to how crappy other melee games are that we keep coming back to this one over and over. Strategus had and still has so much potential, that may be part of it, but I don't think a lot of crpg players are that much into Strat.
Like everyone else suggested, take a break from gaming in general. Also, I don't know if you ever donated any money (pretty sure you did actually) but think about how much time you've spent on this game compared to so-called AAA titles, or even native. Proportionally crpg would be worth at least 150 bucks or so to me.