i must reply in this venue in my own defense; i fell victim to wishful thinking and even, shamefully, was even influenced by the Trumpian cult-of-personality that popped up in 2016. thought the fella would start shutting down military bases overseas, ending foreign wars, and boy i sure didn't want hydrogen hillary in that office
if i could do it all again i would keep in mind that my district is a firmly Red place and write in fucking Lysander Spooner's disincorporated spirit-mind or something
i think it isn't right for things like this to be posted publicly, to satiate the crooked human desire to observe social conflict (weird how i can say this and admit to really enjoying some good racial humour rite?), but really I seem to be either not paying much attention (thx mild depressants) or am conspicuously absent when this shit goes down- perhaps folk tone it down in my presence because it is known that i am of gentle emotional constitution or maybe i just disregard the events that occur when i am not engaged in nerd activities, idk. there has been obvious animosity between cikel and others and i haven't enjoyed that at all.
and very frankly, i was somewhat worried that the next time i became too drunk and had my headset on, i would say some nasty things that i would regret if you were aggressive towards me. at least i'm not worried about that anymore. myself, i don't think that i did nuffin aside from not taking your side when you were acting in (my perception) an aggressive manner towards people. i don't take sides "internally" no-how, best i can. shit's bad 4 group morale and leads to civil war, u kno?
good luck with everything dude
oh and honestly i remember both the Derp and Argoloth scenarios- call me exclusionary but both of them became intolerable in TS after some time. Derp got too big for his 15 year old britches, acting like a cunt 2 everyone so he got it back and he didn't like that. haven't seen him in some time but after he quit our merry band he grew up some and seemed like a cool guy. Argoloth seemed the same but I will admit that some members of our merry band were unnecessarily cruel to that kid.
