This morning I've tried to connect to all the EU cRPG servers and I got regularly kicked out from every one of them.
That's probably because yesterday, after being thrown off a castle wall by a kick coming from one of my team mates, I reacted angrily and killed him. Then, I did the same with two other friendly players who witnessed my aggression and tried to put me down. Moreover, lately I returned the "kick favour" to random players, enacting at least two other physical clashes with team mates.
I apologize for my impulsive and childish behaviour, but the last week has probably been the hardest days of my entire life. My actions have been determined by a set of deeply negative emotions which led me to behave terribly in front of these specific circumstances.
All I can do now is to rely on the comprehension of the players and on the generosity of the admins.
P.