My thoughts are to greece and their financial meltdown. Capitalism's a bitch.
Every day we sit here discussing it, paying the light bill, the water bill, buying prepackaged food and watching the tv we admit that WE are the bitch, capitalism ownd us. I sit and think of this shit every day, the last 4 generations of my family all fought against this rightwing selfserving world we all buy into, and I cry if I stop and think of all that is wrong with the world that could be fixed if just for ONE day, we all stopped being greedy. But unfortunatly we are the same creatures that became the apex creature on this planet, we support one another only for as long as it serves us, we all want to be the best looking/richest/healthiest, no matter the cost to anyone else, we want the cheapest stuff of the highest quality, we want to wellfed, but dont want to work on a farm, we are greedy, selfish, nasty, nasty, NASTY ppl. I hate you. I hate me. We dont fucking deserve to walk the earth. If just for one day they would put me in charge...
Unfortunaly, or fortunatly, soon come the water wars. The current oil wars are nothing to what's coming, oil is a commodity but water a nessecity, and soon we will see what comes of so massively overpopulating our planet. I regret that we didn't learn the lessons of history about the evils of an allconsuming system, but worse I hate the fact that we are immobilised now, we cannot take steps to otherthrow those who "govern", they have built the self sustaining system too well, and like in 1984, we cannot even see what life should be, to know which way to turn. I hate being gifted with intelligence and curiosity, I travelled the world when I was younger, and like Ernesto Guevara I saw the horrors of the capitalist dream, the dreadful evil of the right wing philosofy, but I havent the courage to stand alone, and noone I explain this too will stand with me. If for one moment I believed there was a way to open the eyes of those who have the means to fix the world by making some gesture, I would, but in this day and age it would be passed off by TV psychoanalysts as a lone madman's paranoid fantasy...
I hate what we have done. I'm sorry that I rant, and many of you know me ingame and think I rage and talk alot of bullshit. But all the time inside all I can see is the horrors we commit, by direct action and by a million inactions. There is no changing people. And for that we are all doomed to die. The poorer first, and when they are no longer around to produce for the rich, the rich will die from inability to produce even the basic nescessities of life.
There are no nice people, just people who arent at that moment trying to take something from you. I tried, and try, to be nice to everyone I meet, and most times for my trouble I get stabbed in the back.
Anarquia ahora y siempre.
