I didn't actually see you say anything to me but at one or two points I joked how my equipment was at the cleaners because it kept telling me it wasn't ready. I wasn't trying to act like a victim if that's how I came off, just stating how it happened from my point of view.
I never saw pink text and on the flip side I've ignored it in the past when other admins use it to sort of have a greater voice then everyone else in general chat.
If permanent doesn't mean forever and we've reached some sort of understanding can you unban me?
Edit: I also understand that spawning without a weapon is technically a rule but I was actively engaging the enemy team while waiting for my equipment because sitting in spectator is a lot more boring, nor was I running around the edge of the map leeching my level 0 status.