lol, time for me to post.
tbh, im kinda happy about this. Also cool that almost 130 people voted to keep me, means at least some of the time I was a good admin
Got alot of stuff going on in my life with work and going to do my masters soon.
And with absolutely no offense meant to chadz, I have to say I actually got bored of cRPG at the end. It felt a lot like work, and to be honest, I've been much more productive and stuff since I stopped some time last week. I realized there were only 2 reasons I kept playing:
1. To level
2. To do admin stuff
This is not a good way to play a game and maybe it was because I was bored that I did stupid stuff.
I'm not gonna defend my actions, I was never the most serious of admins, I get that, but meh, if people can't take a joke, screw em.
Did I fuck up banning georges? Yeh I did, I had just come back from a long day of work at a job I love with a boss I hate and I had just ended things with a girl I started seeing (turned out she was a racist, and not even just the jokey kind, but just someone who hates foreigners). Georges acted like an asshole but still I overreacted and banned him on cRPG which I shouldn't have. The post I made afterwards was stupid too, but unfortunately I have to spend every weekday at least 7 hours sitting 3 meters from my boss, which I believe if I ever murdered him and presented one of his Meeting Agendas as evidence any judge would rule that self defense.
So yeh, I won't be playing cRPG for a while at least. I'll go play some other games and come back and maybe then I'll have fun again rather than it feeling like work.
In case anyone worries, yes, I'm still gonna send chadz the money to keep the servers running for three reasons:
1) My giving money was NEVER dependant on me getting admin. Anyone who thought so is just an asshole
2) I always try to support independant games/mods that I think improve a game.
3) When (It's a when, not an if, we all know cRPG is like crack) I come back, I would hope that cRPG is still running well and there will be lots of fun improvements.
So yeah, no GTX here, just time to try some different games (and maybe become a little more mature I guess ...)
P.S.: Anyone that said: "Wooki changes map when loosing!" Fuck you guys, I changed the map was it was shitty/imbalanced, even when imbalanced in my favour.