thanks guys to all of you no matter on what site of teh game we stood
we fought like wolves and you were worthy opponents,
next time i will rip out your hearts and eat them still beating roooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooaaaaar 
i went to bed at about 1:00 am cet, couldnt sleep, so i read Neuromancer(great stuff), made notes on idears to the battle, that continued till 3 am, then i DECIDED to go to bed then, ... i had more idears .... When it was about 4:30, i had about 14 points on 14 different papers worked out and i included then ,10 of them in a strategy pack. The base plan worked only half way but i saw what worked and what would have worked if i had not been fucked up by false information(misunderstanding in communication and lack of knowledge and sleep deprivation) my resupply phase.
I wasn't finished with all the map making and including from points till about 5
Then i formed a battle plans in words and there were only 3 major things i wanted to achiev, 2 had been done one important one was denied from the beginning by your cav charge, that took me about 1 hour alltogetehr but was interrupted from communications.
So this was for me not only fun and thrilling but really something where i learned. Till now i tried leading in public battles, basic idears in the chat, tacking up flag going somewhere and hoping for the best, there i learned spots i can now include, nevertheless this was a completly new experience and i loved it.
i hope there are many battles to come like this or even better, doesn't matter between whom, as long i can be a part of it.
