Do you not see how silly that seems? You tell us you will give everything back, but only after you get close enough to a faction you promised "Our" troops to? You could have kept everything minus a few troops but you said no, and went on to say you deserve what you were leaving with, and would give it back if we gave you 200k for a trade run you did while under our banner.. but we are to just trust you and that you will give it all back once you get far enough away that we wouldn't be able to stop you?
regardless, what's done is done. Its for others to either judge you for this, chalk it up to us over hyping an internal incident, or to just check in on the drama, which I'm sure 99% are at this point!