I apologize to Dutchy. My last post (which I deleted) was to vilify them and make me look like the hero. In hindsight, I may be a bit more of an asshole than I thought. In fact I must come across as two faced. The other day, me and dutchy chatted til 4 am my time. Which sux, cuz I gotta go to work at 7:00 am. But we got along, had fun, and everything seemed cool- til I wrote that awful piece. To make me look good. Which it didn't. In fact, it made me look worse.
But I will admit I was being a dickass. I did not read all of Dutchy's response, because I was beating myself up enough already.
But I thought about it.
A) The rebellion was legit, but I wish they told me about it. The sad thing is, everytime they told me they were not happy, we talked in TS. And, as I mentioned, when you are actually talking to a person, its tough to make the hard decisions. In messages you can say whatever according to your character, but in TS you are yourself, and you're chatting with buds, and it is damn hard to say you are switching sides.
B)I had no idea what the strength of the Wardens are. I do like to keep things equal. While I knew we had more players then them, not all were 'very active'. But I swear, if I knew we outnumbered them to much, I would advise people to join them.
C) Despite what I said, I did take the treachery rebellion personal. I really wanted old enemies to work together. I wanted everyone to be buds. So when things did not go my way, I did cry like a little baby. I took my ball and went home. I think that is what pisses me off the most, the fact that I was the dick.
So, in hindsight, especially after talking to my good frenemies, who kindly pointed out the errors of my ways, I realize I was a little bit pissy. And by a little bit, I mean a lot.
So I guess I'm saying sorry for being a dick.
