played singleplayer, got bored of it. found crpg, it looked well done with shiny stuff, and alive. I tried it, failed at having fun. joined a clan. had some fun. pulled in some other poor soul. he love-hated it too. got stuck myself in a mess of stupid discussions and ridiculously unrealistic balancing. called for help, no one listened. pulled myself out by rationalizing how bad it actually is. now I think it's one of the better games/mods after all, that fucks with our brains in a bad way. still playing it :/