This post reads like someone who's finally managed to leave Scientology or the Westboro Baptist Church, except they are still suffering a bit from stockholm syndrome and are still trying to justify the suffering their cult enacted on themselves and everyone around them. But its a start.
Considering he was literally never in teamspeak, take it with a grain of salt. As far as I'm concerned, Lemmy wore the hospitaller banner, and that was it.
I do think he has a good point about illusive man, I never did see him after the latest autoblock ban wave. I'd be curious if he was dumb enough to use autoblock after being punished for it once.
Lemmy I never knew troy was your contact in hospitallers, that would explain a lot about your situation I guess. The only thing any of really knew about you, was what you post on the forums. And most of the time it was rage posts and QQ'ing about things being overpowered. I never really agreed with much you had to say on the forums, and never understood why you wanted to be part of the faction if you weren't going to be in teamspeak with the same people who were in the battle server as you.
And if strategus really that hard to coordinate your efforts? You login every 3 days and transfer your crafted goods or troops to the village or castle, it takes 3 minutes. Seems like a lot of effort to coordinate. One individual makes a huge difference in strategus, even though you don't necessarily see it directly.