awww...man.
The admins are waaaay too strict and ban-happy. Especially with those perma-bans.
Do you have the opportunity of doing an essay? If you do, I suggest to follow the instructions on the essay topic closely, and express how sorry you are and how reformed you behavior is. It's the only way.
If you get an un-ban topic msg me and I will vouch for you! I know you're a good guy.
Are you still able to use the market?