My english is bad, but I will try to tell you all my stories.
I am a player from China, there was a big group of fans playing crpg that time, and I was one of them.
then I was on crush of M&B, tried to do some meaningful things for my favourite game.
So I joined a clan called DMB, and I used about half year to join the best game community.
The clan became much stronger so we merged the other two clans and became the new: [Raider]
That was the most exciting part of my life, I got many friends from M&B.
Then I started do more for my gaming dream, I rented a server for M&B mods, such like 'Mount&Musket' and 'Persistent World'
I enjoyed it, and I wanted to try more, so I tried to contact 'Meow' and I got my cRPG server connected to the database.
Meow was nice to me, he is a very kind man, talk politely. I was greatful to his help.
But I had some trouble between CHN_cRPG/WB_cRPG_Asia server managers, I didn't get the right messages and had done many stupid things,
such like switch the game mode to 'Rabbit' which is a old game type mode of cRPG, the players didn't fight, they just waiting for the golds and experiences coming, and I just don't know that was not legal. I was too silly. And the next day, we all got global ban.
I was so upset and regret, begging 'Meow' for help, but I know he couldn't help me,
and I just left the responsibility to the CHN_cRPG/WB_cRPG_Asia managers which makes me regret.
They are great, they did help us to get unbanned. I felt shameful and wanted to be better than them, so I had a new forum account '98rmb'
and ask 'Meow' for another database connection, set up a website '
www.hammerway.com'(it's closed now).
But my server could't get players from their server, so I keep changing new networks and server configs,
keep asking 'Meow' for more connections.
Sorry Meow, I know you are tired about the shit that time, and I am regret for all the things.
I lost the player's trust, I felt painful because my friends keeps leaving me. And I found the auto blocker at the same time,
so I wanted to earn respects and trusts by nice skills using auto block(madness), and I made a bad move.
I kept using it about 20 hours and had fun, but it's not real fun, it just killed my friends, that fun was not from my heart and teamwork.
I get it now, to earn peoples' trust and respect is to respect and trust them first, it's the same on real social life. I fell shameful that I tried to get their respect back by killing and became arrogant.
Finally, I am regret on all the things I have done which is fault, I used over 5 months to get pass my self-esteem.
If I can get a chance, I want to go back this great community, I think I can do better after this experience, I want to pay more for 'M&B', the favourite game in my life, play with my friends again.
This is my cRPG roleplay event video before I got global ban:
Nessaj: Extreme use. No unban.