This is like the 4th "i'm leaving here's a contest for all my looms -- OOPS I changed my mind JUST JOKING I WAS TOTALLY JOKING THE WHOLE TIME right guys?" post I've seen in 30 days.
You gotta grow some balls people. Stick with the game. If you say you're going to give your stuff away, stick by your word. If you decide leaving was a mistake, come crawling back like the rest of us.