Panos kindly asked me to post this.
I hope that moderators/admins won't remove it.
Also I have no idea what is in text, I'll read after I post it.
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Some months ago I was dating a girl, we were together for like 9 months, and to be honest with you guys, for a small period of time, I believed she was the one (I know that to most of you sounds stupid, and that you don`t give a single fuck, but anyways), sadly, she broke up with me, for an unkown reason (probably found someone better?), and I needed something to ease the pain and rest my mind from her though. So I decided to come back in c-rpg.
Now, I did not write that to feel sorry for me, and to make me look like a drama queen, I just needed a small prologue.
I started playing 10 and 12 hours per day, I even bought a laptop in order to play while working (hence my massive night posting), c-rpg became my daily routine, Wake up - play c-rpg - go to Univ - go to work and play c-rpg there .
I regret nothing, I really love this mod, and that`s why I did all I could to make it more interesting for others, but mostly make it more interesting for ME.
I helped new players, not because I`m the messiah, nor because I needed the attention , I did it because over the past months the database was steadily decreasing, and I would hate to see c-rpg die , and on top of that, you have "veterans" like Pepe and Chris, who kept reporting everything, "Oh admins, that new guy farted and his fart smells like froglegs and it`s insulting because I`m a french" or in the case of Chris "I was banned because I was a douche, but in all of a sudden I became a lamb of god, and I will start reporting people because I want to make amends"
I`m not that kind of guy, I never asslicked anyone and I will never will, yes I swear a lot, and yes I`m a hot headed and I always speak my mind, sadly I got these perks from my military service, if any of you has the slightest military experience, will understand me perfectly.
In a community as big as this one, you can`t be on good terms with everyone, even Torben, who for me is the chillest and most relaxed dude, has his "enemies".
I had the bad luck to be on bad terms with cmp and most of the dev team.
Most of you call me a troll, and say that I insult everyone, and you keep bashing me with your holier than thou attitude, but how many times you saints made a bad joke about Greece?? How many times most of you called me poor?? Each day, I would hear at least 100 times how poor I must be, fuck , even Paul , who is a developer and who should set a good example, would bash me with every chance he would get, and not only me, lately the only thing he does, is go around at the forum and post insulting things, but I guess it`s ok to insult people if you`re a dev. I never seen you do anything there to protect me cmp, instead , you and the admins/devs would stood back and make me look like the bad guy who insults everyone, maybe it`s my fault that I never reported anyone, but I really despise getting people banned, because I know how bad it is not to be able to play your favourite game just because someone reported you for a teamhit or he called you a my old friend.
This is the second time that you ban me from both in game and forum, for something that happened at the forum , I litteraly begged you to council the admins before banning me from the game because it`s not the same, you did not, and I respect your decision, and I also thank you for all the chances you gave me and allowed me to play your mod.
Even if you decide to unban me, I will just come to give all my gold and loomed items to a couple of new guys, because I don`t want to play a game knowing that someone is waiting for me right by the corner , to ban me as soon as I type the first curse word.
What breaks my heart is that I once again let my clanmates down, and it makes me fell bad.
P.S 1. If you don`t unban me, please be kind enough to give all my loomed items and gold to a couple of new guys
P.S 2. Thank you all for your kind words, it really comforts me to know that I have so many e-friends
P.S 3. Thank you Devs for all the great job you did with c-rpg, hopefully M: BG will be even better
P.S 4. See you on M : BG guys
Have fun all !
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