one night i had a(nother) meltdown and asked to be banned and an admin was kind enough to fullfill my request.
i asked to be banned because i was frustrated about the balance and the immense uneven rape, map in and map out over and over. far majority of maps is lost 1-4 or 0-4 when i play.
however, since then ive learned something about the balancing system that totally change my POW.
i would like to come back if possible, please. ill really try keep the meltdown to a min.
(note 2 self: kindergarden mode perma off)