For a long time after we fell, I wanted to take revenge on Teutonics. I always pictured that I'd be leading at least one of the armies to take them out. However, Wesley was nice and paid compensation for his "war crimes" and thus, I joined TAMDA. There will always be a very very mild hostility towards them, it's not something you can easily forgive. Yet at the same time, it saddens me to see them fall as we did, in a similar amount of time. Perhaps the Tundra is cursed.
My best wishes go out to Teutonics and friends, hope you can regain some footing in the near future and start fresh as we did. What I can see from personal experience that it is better to start very small and only take what you need, when you are fully ready. Good luck to you guys.