Hey michael, funny how different people gets stuff so different. Your saying you wanted a break, a vacation and wanted to come back.
How I and some others experienced it was; A lot of people was complaining about you, and you abusing your admin power. Even Wooki reacted, as you were behaving bad for even his standards.
You know how I found out you was an admin? I tried to ban you for an intentional TK. How did I find out about your alts or your new names? By kicking someone whos spamming the chat with shit who didnt get a kick. You behaved so bad that other admins several times talked about getting rid of you.
At this point, you choose to withdraw your admin rights, just as if you understood that your actions created reactions, and wanted to withdraw in dignity before you got booted.
Vacation? Break? What a bad excuse. If you wanted a break, you could just log in without password, no, youve just changed your mind. I really really hope you will never get your admin powers back. You dont fit as an admin, and should not be an admin, as you use your admin powers for your own fun, not for administrating the servers.