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« on: March 22, 2014, 04:51:44 am »
I know you guys dont believe me but I do that frequently like going into spectator or leaving the server when I just know I ain't going to be playing, unfortunantly the stuff in my life I have been going through for over, and over constantly makes me get so distracted I forget to do that.. I know you guys are mad about it. But the reality is I am trying to play reguardless of how perfect you people might be able to. I am able to accept large bans. But I hope to god if I don't get any complaints in the future that we can forget all these past things that make me appear so horrible, I am going to make sure I exit no matter what if I feel I can't play well which is a lot. My personal problems are real, I am entirely serious that when I get healthy I can play without unintentional afks. but I am dealing with a medical reality that is almost impossible to cure, I am playing a lot so when something seems to happen I am remembered pretty well, But I am far less horrible than I used to be and that is a fact. I understand I have been banned a lot but its not intentional behavior. I am really serious when I say something happens now and it gets blown into what seems to be a more horrible incident than it was. I am not saying anyones wrong about some pretty well stated facts like a screenshot of me in spawn not moving and then be pressing control-M to continue into battle, but its not like I am doing it constantly, nor on purpose. And yes I am taking the complaints serious, and yes I am being truthful about its not my fault at all rather than forgeting to just detach from playing because I actually want to play. Or else I wouldn't play this game a lot like I do.