And then you never met her again?..
After that thing which happened 4 months ago, there was some texting going on, and she rejected my offers to meet up, so I just let go. After that I tried to forget her so I would go out alot, kissed some grills and so on but I never smashed. Then about two weeks ago in a nightclub i go proper fuckboy mode after drinking too much alcohol and 5 red bulls, and dance with alot of girls and while im making out with one girl I get separated from her by the guards because it started becoming 18+ material.
After that incident I turn around and see that girl from 4 months ago (luckily she didnt see what happened minutes ago), and later she appears right behind me and holds my arms and hands and dances with me for rest of night. being smashed im completely incapable of holding conversation with her, and can not for some reason kiss her even though she clearly wanted it, I would simply create space if it became too intimate. Then we separate that night. I reiniate texting.
And two days ago I meet her again in the night club with her friends, she's kind of all over me. Dancing with me, telling me to embrace her while we were outside because it's cold etc. Same shit, I can not kiss her for some goddamn reason or do anything with her. She eventually became frustrated with me and pushes me kind of to the side and runs after what happens to be her ex. Not going to go through every single detail but she ended up leaving the place together with him. I find it amazing how I could make out with a stranger within 30 seconds of meeting them to the point that guards stop us, and I can't even kiss a girl im interested in.