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cRPG => General Discussion => Topic started by: kasMVC on May 13, 2019, 03:11:58 am

Title: A message to no one
Post by: kasMVC on May 13, 2019, 03:11:58 am
I had just flunked out of school. I was in a pit. Desperate. I found you. Like a light. A home. It felt right. It was right.

For the past 8 years I have played crpg. I started when i was 21. I'm ending now at 29. What have I accomplished? What have I gained?

Was it all for nothing? When I look back now at my early twenties all I really see is crpg. There was nothing else. My friends were doing normal adult things. Finishing school. Creating meaningful relationships with real people. Starting their careers. Moving out. Taking on responsibilities.


I was on my computer. Not going to class. Not going out. 8 hours a day of crpg. Consumed by strat. Feelings rampant. Rage running free.


I'm not sure brothers. I'm not sure what I'm writing. Or who I'm writing it to. I just want you all to know


That cikel was here and he loved you
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Rando on May 13, 2019, 03:18:45 am
are you saying our relationship  isn't meaningful?
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Nickleback on May 13, 2019, 06:11:24 am
Bro i feel the same fucking way as you are,it is so desperate how we wasted our most fruitful days in this pithole,also check my last post about iq i explain there too.Some of these retards are consumed by the chadz arcane powers and unable to take a look at the real life like you and me.
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Kadeth on May 13, 2019, 10:29:29 am
Finishing school. Creating meaningful relationships with real people. Starting their careers. Moving out. Taking on responsibilities.

Can unironically confirm that cRPG is a better experience than any of these things
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Yeldur on May 13, 2019, 02:03:58 pm
yes
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Ikarus on May 13, 2019, 06:03:43 pm
I regret nothing, every shot with my beloved crossbow felt like christmas and every stab with my lance was like a birthday

and there will be plenty of christmas and birthday in MaB Boonerlard (if I can make it to gamescom I'll even experience it this very year)
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Nickleback on May 13, 2019, 06:25:01 pm
I regret nothing, every shot with my beloved crossbow felt like christmas and every stab with my lance was like a birthday

and there will be plenty of christmas and birthday in MaB Boonerlard (if I can make it to gamescom I'll even experience it this very year)
Ikarus sold his soul to shaitan chadz don't believe in him,
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Tristan_of_Erzoth on May 13, 2019, 10:30:34 pm
I once ditched my GF (now EX) to do a weekend of strat castle sieges. Worth it
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Sandersson Jankins on May 13, 2019, 11:06:55 pm
i'm consistently surprised at how little i regret spending thousands of hours on this and other online multiplayer games. i cherish all of the memories that i've made with interesting nice folk from all over creation.

sometimes i am concerned about how little i regret it, but it isn't really eating at me. see you boys in mordhau and then bannerlord!
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: chesterotab on May 14, 2019, 02:53:15 am
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Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: chesterotab on May 14, 2019, 04:02:55 am
forgot to add:

cikel youre a real brave gamer.

no one can deny your god gifted ability to run straight at your enemies unlike those gormless S-key cucks, or those HOC SHIELD WALLERS: [team chat] "HOLD THE BRIDGE!!!" as they proceed to get shot to shit and cav'd.

Those pea brain tactics arn't for a man like you, all you needed is your W key and the mental fortitude to go 0-4. Thank you for your service.
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Asheram on May 14, 2019, 04:06:15 am
man crpg was fun
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Tristan_of_Erzoth on May 14, 2019, 04:27:40 am
This post from Rando really sums it all up:

There's literally nothing homosexual about having a heterosexual life-partner. Imagine choosing to be chained to a roastie financially, legally, & emotionally when it's guaranteed she's gonna take you to the cleaners in the courts? I say it's better to spend the rest of your life as a bachelor spin dabbing on shitters in strat battles with Chester, or forcing elvandin to get your waifu tattooed on his back for you to look at while you pump the fleshlight he's holding between his thighs. No male-on-male contact = not gay.


Also Cikel, still sorry for fucking you over in strat that one time when I didn't know how to play and bought like 2000 -2 longswords and attacked someone and didnt hire a roster cuz I didn't know how.
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Paul on May 14, 2019, 06:59:58 am
For the past 8 years I have played crpg. I started when i was 21. I'm ending now at 29. What have I accomplished? What have I gained?

At least you can look forward to play bannerlords crpg in your forties.
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Kadeth on May 14, 2019, 09:52:26 am
forcing elvandin to get your waifu tattooed on his back for you to look at while you pump the fleshlight he's holding between his thighs

bless our friend Ranod
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Rando on May 14, 2019, 06:03:01 pm
I still stand behind my reasoning on that post, if the Greeks & Romans did it it's not gay. Their societies were so much more masculine than ours that it's not even funny, a homosexual in those times is equal to a heterosexual chad God in our times, in terms of Power Level.
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Nickleback on May 14, 2019, 06:50:33 pm
I still stand behind my reasoning on that post, if the Greeks & Romans did it it's not gay. Their societies were so much more masculine than ours that it's not even funny, a homosexual in those times is equal to a heterosexual chad God in our times, in terms of Power Level.
I need that meme image where feeling man rides his brain like elephant rn,rando dammit we all wasted our precious lives into this shit,i regret everymoment lol,sooo much waste of time ,we all could be theoritical scientits.
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: GOBBLINKINGREATLEADER on May 18, 2019, 02:09:04 am
cikel i want you to know

im almost done with the witcher now
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Rando on May 19, 2019, 08:06:44 pm
cikel i want you to know

im almost done with the witcher now

and how was it?
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Fearvich on May 22, 2019, 06:25:57 am
The grass is always greener on the other side. Normies feel just as sad sometimes. You recruited me into Frisia, I had a really good time. I still remember those times 8 years later. Your internet actions have effects though they are disconnected from real world perception. Do what you want to do whenever you can.
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: GOBBLINKINGREATLEADER on May 22, 2019, 06:23:07 pm
and how was it?

tbqh it has been pretty darn gud, better than the last couple elder scrolls games honestly (which is what cikel promised me)

(fyi i had to remove cikel from my steam friends list over a year ago because he kept threatening to spoil witcher 3 for me every time i started the game)
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Quinnie on May 23, 2019, 08:27:25 am
i wrote a big message for you, cikel
but i deleted it because at the end of it
i realized that all i wanted to say was
that i value the friendship we had once.
warband may die. crpg may die.
but this community goes beyond that.
at least, with the special people, it does.
anyway, much love.
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Jaren on May 24, 2019, 07:06:22 am
Share a similar feel, traveled the nation and left a lot behind for where I came from.

Just remember to scrub your toes.
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Asheram on May 26, 2019, 02:33:33 am
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Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: PhoenicianWarrior on May 27, 2019, 01:09:46 am
I had just flunked out of school. I was in a pit. Desperate. I found you. Like a light. A home. It felt right. It was right.

For the past 8 years I have played crpg. I started when i was 21. I'm ending now at 29. What have I accomplished? What have I gained?

Was it all for nothing? When I look back now at my early twenties all I really see is crpg. There was nothing else. My friends were doing normal adult things. Finishing school. Creating meaningful relationships with real people. Starting their careers. Moving out. Taking on responsibilities.


I was on my computer. Not going to class. Not going out. 8 hours a day of crpg. Consumed by strat. Feelings rampant. Rage running free.


I'm not sure brothers. I'm not sure what I'm writing. Or who I'm writing it to. I just want you all to know


That cikel was here and he loved you
Damn man.
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: njames89 on May 27, 2019, 12:57:48 pm
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Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Vibe on May 27, 2019, 03:58:43 pm
At least you can look forward to play bannerlords crpg in your eighties.

i have already ordered a new DX Racer Gaming Wheelchair
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: djavo on May 30, 2019, 11:10:00 pm
i have already ordered a new DX Racer Gaming Wheelchair

Found better one for my homeless senior years
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Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Leshma on May 31, 2019, 12:57:41 am
are you saying our relationship  isn't meaningful?

After eight years people in here still remember me. People who I went to school with, we completely forgot about each other. Do you know why?

Because we spent a lot more time playing crpg than in highschool and university combined :lol:
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Leshma on May 31, 2019, 01:12:36 am
Can unironically confirm that cRPG is a better experience than any of these things


Of course it is:
1. irl relationships with people mostly revolve around money and are superficial as fuck, even more than having online pals because those relationships arent financially motivated. In ones lifetime one can have less than five true friends, rest are people attached out of interest and will come and go and leave nothing of value in our lives. cRPG wins.
2. doing work that makes you happy is among the greatest things in life. but career is not about that. career is about climbing the ladder in your profession. sometimes has nothing to do with competence but willingness to bend and suck dicks, take it up the ass. career is one of the nastiest human inventions. crpg clearly wins.
3. parents are nagging but they love you and pay your bills. i mean serious, other than being able to walk nude around the house, living alone have no practical benefits. if you live with a girlfriend, that means living with blood sucking demon that gives you pleasure on the tiniest spoon imaginable while sucking you dry every goddamn second. parents just love you more than your woman. you know, crpg wins again
4. you are not responsible for your birth or anything at all. FUCK JORDAN PETERSON. crpg wins yo

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i'm consistently surprised at how little i regret spending thousands of hours on this and other online multiplayer games. i cherish all of the memories that i've made with interesting nice folk from all over creation.

sometimes i am concerned about how little i regret it, but it isn't really eating at me. see you boys in mordhau and then bannerlord!

four years inactive, thought i would feel different when i stop. but tod was right, its the same. zero regret. would probably do it again the same way if i had the chance. the older i get the more i see how life is meaningless and how one should not shorten it by thinking how he should made different choices in live. life is short but ultimately has no meaning so make the most of it while having fun. crpg was not a wrong choice. even that dude who died of cancer did nothing wrong. he could not play crpg and do something else but he would still die of cancer. nothing better would happen in the end because nothing better happens. things happen, we enjoy them or not, crpg is just one of those things. people who talk about right things to do are almost exclusively assholes, never forget about that.

think of life as being one of billion little big headed white blobs that are ejaculated from mans penis. You got the prize and became a human person. Its like winning a lottery, you get to do as your please. And do it ffs. The dude who ejected you from his penis did not choose you in particular, you are not obligated to do as he wants or asks. Its fucking random draw, you won the grand prize, was struck by lightning, cherish it and enjoy while it lasts.
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: Shpritza on May 31, 2019, 10:02:41 am
Found better one for my homeless senior years
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hahahahaha panju jedan...   8-) 8-)
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: CrazyCracka420 on May 31, 2019, 10:07:33 pm
As someone who neglected their late 20s and early 30s in crpg, I regret nothing.  Better than neglecting my late teens early 20s playing counter-strike (and other free half life mods).  My only regret is fake internet heroes who stopped playing the best game ever.  Getting stoned and playing crpg all night long was some of my fondest gaming memories.  Fighting 50v50 was truly epic. 

I always liked this quote since I read it: “A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies, said Jojen. The man who never reads lives only one.” ― George R.R. Martin, A Dance with Dragons

I consider gaming to be similar though, it's more interactive than reading and much more than watching TV.  You're creating your own stories and interacting with other people (albeit remotely).  I did have a social life (until I had kids), but it was definitively neglected due to gaming.  I wouldn't recommend being a complete recluse as hanging out with a friend or friends is good times too though.  Grab a pint and do something you enjoy (even if that's just playing video games with a friend like Golden Tee/Big Buck Hunter, going to an adult arcade, etc). 
Title: Re: A message to no one
Post by: SugarHoe on June 13, 2019, 07:02:34 pm
so youre going by kasim now nerd? haha whats up retard, its sugar from highschool. remember me? me and the bros used to give you a hard time in school. sorry you just an easy target lol. i can see not much has changed. remember sarah the girl you had a crush on? yea were married now. i make over 200 k a year selling trust funds and drive a bimmer now, you know the car your parents didnt want to give you and gave u a 2003 civic instead?? haha i guess some things never change huh loser? nice catching up.... pathetic