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General Discussion / A message to no one
« on: May 13, 2019, 03:11:58 am »
I had just flunked out of school. I was in a pit. Desperate. I found you. Like a light. A home. It felt right. It was right.
For the past 8 years I have played crpg. I started when i was 21. I'm ending now at 29. What have I accomplished? What have I gained?
Was it all for nothing? When I look back now at my early twenties all I really see is crpg. There was nothing else. My friends were doing normal adult things. Finishing school. Creating meaningful relationships with real people. Starting their careers. Moving out. Taking on responsibilities.
I was on my computer. Not going to class. Not going out. 8 hours a day of crpg. Consumed by strat. Feelings rampant. Rage running free.
I'm not sure brothers. I'm not sure what I'm writing. Or who I'm writing it to. I just want you all to know
That cikel was here and he loved you
For the past 8 years I have played crpg. I started when i was 21. I'm ending now at 29. What have I accomplished? What have I gained?
Was it all for nothing? When I look back now at my early twenties all I really see is crpg. There was nothing else. My friends were doing normal adult things. Finishing school. Creating meaningful relationships with real people. Starting their careers. Moving out. Taking on responsibilities.
I was on my computer. Not going to class. Not going out. 8 hours a day of crpg. Consumed by strat. Feelings rampant. Rage running free.
I'm not sure brothers. I'm not sure what I'm writing. Or who I'm writing it to. I just want you all to know
That cikel was here and he loved you